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Originally Posted by starlightapril wow.. that is something that no one should ever experience. I'm sorry! |
It was awful and I wont forget about it, but the pain is less and obviously I have moved on a bit or I wouldnt have been married twice! Nice though that I still talk with his family, I remember him telling me he wasnt going to make it thru the year and what he wanted at his funeral as far as music and flowers. never think its really going to happen though.
I dont think he ment to do it, he was not the type you know, but maybe he knew his lifestyle was catching up to him.
I am glad I was the one that found him first though. I at least could break the news to his mom and it wasnt some ho bagger he was seeing on the side.
It is a weird feeling though....not like when you lose a family loved one or a friend. Just as bad, but as you know you share more intimate moments with a boy friend.